(repost) first post
re-uploaded from nikki.top
hi. im writing this at 02:55 AM and uh
dude i just dont wanna draw my architecture plates for the moment. i wanna go back to coding and writing my silly oc lore and draw fa(na)rts of transformers again.
in theory, Architecture is absolutely doable (for me). i have enough passion that i still want to keep moving forward. i honestly love learning about architecture but the progress is hella hard man. imagine making 3-6 plates a week lol. still, it doesn't disclose how much it means to me.
Architecture is hard because you can't just AI your way out of shit. you actually have to sit down, pen and paper in hand, and draw. then after countless hours of drawing, your table and room is covered in eraser shedding and you finally laid out your design on paper. theres a true beauty behind the hard times, because you have to balance art, creativity, engineering, and so much more just to design a house.
and tomorrow, or later rather, I'll be having an interview to have a chance to be part of helpers for our Scholarship program. just adding another stress factor to an already stressful major.
tbh i dont know why i do this to myself lol. for some reason i really love getting into new things and challenging myself. then when i DO get challenged, i just want to dump it all away lol. but if past me chose this path then hell, be it. im balling this shit til i rot
actually, im starting this blog just to record and post about my architecture journey (without having to code it on Neocities cus hell fuckn no). like and subscribe and stay tuned for more