my odd and slow realization
TLDR: I have anti-authoritarian, anti-capitalist, and possibly socialist ideologies lol and a bunch of ranting too
ok yeah bro i definitely have punk views😭. it took me too long to have understood that. mainly because i have a hard time understanding the way politics work because for some reason my mind doesn't connect points like normal people do. i never rationalized the thought of punk or alternative stuff, I didn't wanna step into territory that i simply couldn't understand at the time.
i found that my music mainly influenced my ideals on politics, shout out to Rage against the machine specifically.
(I just love their music so much because I remember when I was a kid my grandpa (YES MY GRANPA he influenced everyone else in my family to listen to hard music) used to play RATM songs and now whenever I listen to them, i reminisce about my grandpa and my childhood. lol. just a fun fact but anyway)
RATM's songs had lyrics that I actually understand and agree to sometimes. I cant name some for now because its 4am and I've just been finished with procrastinating my architecture plates. The more I look into them the more I start to realize more about myself, that I am somewhat anti-authoritarian. that was over a year ago, and then I had changed my persona to look more like "metal" or "punk" styles, because i felt that it suit me and the design best with my political view.
but that was during a time when i was still experimenting with myself (too late in my teen years to do that ofc (mentioned in my last blog post)) so I didn't delve on it too much
it has been only recently this year that i took the time to study and research about politics. the more i understood, the more i knew about me.
then when i finally knew how the dots connected, it clicked in my head that i actually do align with punk ideals!
tbh bro i must look like a poser as I'm trying to explain myself, however not everybody can learn politics in one day. i took over a year and im glad i took my damn time to understand everything.
however i def wont exactly be straying far from being called a poser because I've already been wearing alt clothing without understanding the culture first. whoops. my bad but im reformed now trust trust
i also want to mention that i started researching more when i thought i was an anarchist because i hated our government (the Philippine government) because EVERYONE IN THIS SHIT ASS GOVERNMENT ARE NO GOOD STUPID GREEDY PIGS AND THEIR BRAINS ARE THE SIZE OF A PEANUT. THEY'RE SO SHIT AT THEIR ONE FUCKING JOB ITS SICKENING. PEOPLE ARE DYING AND THEY'RE PUTTING BILLIONS OF PESOS INTO THEIR POCKETS INSTEAD OF PUTTING THEM INTO FLOOD CONTROL OR HEALTH CARE. ACTUALLY, WHAT IM MOST MAD ABOUT THEM IS HOW THEY HANDLE THE YOUTH. IN WHAT FUCKING WORLD IS IT LOGICAL TO BAN SHOOTER GAMES, ROBLOX, REDDIT, AND FUCKINF DISCORD????? WHAT. THE FUCKK ????????? THATS JUST PLAIN STUPID OMG CAN THEY ALL BE EVALUATED FOR THEIR IQ LEVELS BECAUSE THEIR "LOGIC" DOESN'T ADD UP FOR JACK SHIT. THEIR HEAD MUST BE SO DENSE ALSO THEYRE JUST FUCKING STUPID PEOPLE IN POWER ITS SO SICKENING ITS HORRIFYING. i swear i genuinely thought i was gonna go on a fuckinf riot when they banned Discord because why the fuck would the do that, because of school shootings here recently??? WHAT LOGIC IS THERE TO BAN DISCORD AND REDDIT BECAUSE OF SCHOOL SHOOTINGS???? FUCKING DUMBASSSESSSSSSSSSS
i ranted about exactly that on my Instagram stories the moment they banned Discord on my fucking face. jackshit stupid motherfukcers. i then genuinely came out as an anarchist before getting enough information about that,,,, well uh new update: im not an Anarchist. LMAO. it may seem like im close to it but i feel like im quite far from it tho lol. however, even after all that, i still believe that Governments are good for fucking nothing. nobody deserves a Government at all. a good Government is only a theory, a dream, wishful thinking, but never a reality.
I also dont think I'm an anarchist because I don't oppose any Gods at all! I respect all and every religion (excluding cults because fuck cults). i just find religion to be good for some people. whatever shit you believe in im proud of you for that no matter what.!
anyway beside shitty governments, i always had a deep rooted hate towards Capitalism in myself.
like holy fuck. why do filthy rich people exist? what in the fucking world did they do to deserve so much money? work hard? ew.what the fuck. ew what hell no. NOBODY DESERVES MORE THAN A BILLION DOLLARS... fucking final. im sick of seeing disgusting rich people. do not get me wrong, i am not against those upper class people who aren't greedy. i mean the RICH GREEDY PIGS that i have a burning hate towards. Mr beast pisses me off now too. i used to like him but his money gotten too far now. fuck the filthy rich. fuck all of them. money makes the world unfair. Capitalism makes rich people richer and poor people poorer and that sucks. i always think; why cant the billionaires just give away money? they dont want to, because capitalism. because fuck you, basically.
going back to before i started ranting, i actually researched more about Socialism which I think suits me best. basically it doesn't necessarily abide Capitalism or Communism in a way.
i just basically ranted about real world problems bc im sick of all of that lol. whatever tho at the end of the day FUCK capitalism and FUCK the government
but even after all of that, I still think Megatron would be a really good leader for all of us.!!! just imagine, Megatron also hates the government and shit like that so,,,,, he's totally right! the Decepticons are right! Hail the Decepticons! All Hail Megatron!!!!<333333