"first year college is the hardest" damn right
release me from my misery PLEASE
oh my fucking god seriously every problem just keeps stacking up, and literally feels like theres no end to it.
I just don't know which assignment or project I need to start. No one can help me with this omg. My mind aches every time I try to think of a way to handle all of this in under 2 weeks.
rn i have a floorplan and 1 point perspective illustration, and another short assignment (that requires brain power to design) due today, @11:59 PM. later we have to continue the same reporting I missed earlier this week (mentioned in my last post)./ Next week, we have a kitchen model due, alongside our goddamn Midterm exams while we also have to work and film our documentary.
oh and also, tomorrow I have another assignment due, I have to draw a portrait of myself like come fuckn on rn are you serious amongst all of this bullshit going on?!?! LMAO
i just dont know. i dont know what i need to do next. when i try to think of something, i freeze. My group members aren't helping either. i wont get into detail, but i feel like neither of them are taking this as seriously as I am. whats worse is that our professor let us choose our own group mates, yet i ended up with... not so good members. which is whatever. fine. fuck. i gotta learn not to choose people out of a friendly matter. shit these are also my grades at stake. i have a scholarship to uphold.
anyway back to the main topic matter
FUCK EVERYTHING COLLEGE LIFE IS SO HARD OH MY GOD pls ngl i hope the saying "1st year's college is the hardest" because i damn hope that it wont be this bad in the later years. (tbh actually idk if ppl really do say that, my aunts and mom kept telling me aby that tho LOL) seriously. its like every time i get home i just want to rest immediately. hell bro my aunt even mentioned to me that i look a little bit skinnier because damn I've been walking and running around campus for days on end im TIRED.
i lowk just wanna go back to code maxxing and draw silly transformers characters and
oh god right my commissions
ugh where why how when what do i do next???